IM SO SICK OF THIS! I HATE HOW PPL COME INTO YOUR LIFE AND THEN JUST LEAVE. WHY DID I STILL SIT HERE AND FIGHT WITH HIM, MY STEPDAD? IM NOT STUPID I KNOW WHAT WENT ON IN THAT HOUSE, AND NOW I WAS FORCED TO KEEP QUIET MY WHOLE LIFE. IM DONE FIGHTING WITH HIM, FAMILY, AND FRIENDS. IM SICK OF FIGHTING HIM FOR MY SIBLINGS. IM 16, IVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT, MY LUNG COLLAPSED WHEN I WAS BORN,MY MOM AND MY REAL DAD GOT DIVORCED, IVE LOST ALMOST ALL OF MY GRANDPARENTS, MY DAD WENT TO JAIL FOR DRUGS,MY MOM USED TO GET BEAT, IVE NEVER MET MY MOM OR DADS FATHER, BECAUSE MY MOMS DAD DIED, AND MY DADS DAD WAS ON DEATH ROW. SO MY CHILDHOOD WASNT ALL THAT GREAT. IN 8TH GRADE, I GOT BULLIED SO BAD THAT I WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE, AND I STILL THINK ABOUT IT SOMETIMES. MY MOM DIED ON MAY 3,2014, FROM A HEART ATTACK, BUT I DONT BELIEVE THAT AT ALL,NOT AT ALL! PEOPLE SEE AS STRONG, BUT THATS ONLY BECAUSE I HIDE ALL MY PAIN AND FAKE A SMILE. IN MY EYES, IM NOT SO STRONG, IM JUST VERY UNSTABLE, BUT IM VERY SECRETIVE AND GOOD AT HIDING MY FEELINGS. I GIVE UP! IM DONE! GOODBYE FOR NOW, MORE TO COME!
LISTENING TO -SEE YOU AGAIN BY WIZ KHALIFA.
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